What I Wish I Didn’t Know: An Exploration
There are certain things you learn in life, bits of knowledge that stick with you, that burrow under your skin and change the way you see the world. You can’t un-know them. You carry them with you, like a scar or a brand, always simmering just beneath the surface of your consciousness. You may not want them, but there they are, haunting you in the quiet hours of the night.
It begins innocuously enough. A trivial fact overheard in a casual conversation, a headline glimpsed on your phone’s screen, a snippet of dialogue in a documentary. But before you realize it, these little facts mutate into existential fissures. There’s a crack in your understanding of reality. Suddenly, the ordinary is not so ordinary. It is insidious.
And so, I unravel these facts, each one sharper than the last, a jagged shard of reality that cuts deeper than I expected. They are the facts I wish I didn’t know, yet here I am, sharing them. Perhaps by writing them down, I can dislodge their grip on me. Or perhaps I’ll pass them on to you, and now they’ll live in your mind instead.
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Fact One: Microplastics in the Blood
We are made of water, they say, but that’s no longer entirely true. Now, we’re part plastic. Microplastics have been found in human blood. These tiny, imperceptible pieces of plastic—fragments from water bottles, packaging, cosmetics—are coursing through our veins. We’ve become our own pollution, a living monument to our disregard for the planet.
Every time I drink water from a plastic bottle, I wonder if I’m feeding the synthetic fibers inside me. I imagine microscopic shards of plastic swirling, invisible but deadly. Where will they go? Will they lodge in my organs, in my brain? Is my body becoming a landfill, a wasteland where once there was life?
Knowing this, I find myself holding my breath more often. It feels as though even the air I breathe is toxic, filled with invisible particles waiting to settle inside me. I wonder if there will come a time when we’ll decompose into plastic, a legacy of our carelessness, preserved forever in non-biodegradable pieces.
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Fact Two: The Existence of Ocean Dead Zones
I was always drawn to the ocean—its vastness, its mystery. But now, the ocean terrifies me. There are places in the ocean where life cannot exist. They’re called “dead zones,” and they’re growing. These are areas so depleted of oxygen that no fish, no coral, no life can survive there. The sea, once teeming with vibrant ecosystems, now harbors voids of lifelessness, vast aquatic deserts that stretch beyond sight.
The cause is disturbingly simple: human activity. Fertilizers, pollution, climate change—our hands have choked the ocean. We have created these graveyards in the sea. What’s worse is that they’re spreading. The dead zones are expanding, like dark spots on a diseased lung, suffocating the planet’s waters one section at a time.
I think about this when I stare at the horizon, watching the waves lap at the shore. I can’t help but wonder what’s beneath the surface, what parts of the ocean have already died. The blue has lost its innocence for me. The next time I swim, will I be paddling through a cemetery?
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Fact Three: The World Is Running Out of Sand
Sand. We don’t think about it much, do we? It’s under our feet at the beach, it’s in hourglasses, and it’s used to make glass and concrete. But here’s the kicker: we’re running out of it. Sand, one of the most abundant materials on Earth, is being depleted faster than it can be replenished. We’re mining it, extracting it from rivers and coastlines at an unsustainable rate. We’ve made sand into a commodity, and now the demand is outpacing nature’s ability to produce it.
It sounds absurd, doesn’t it? A world without sand? But the truth is, our cities are built on sand. Our skyscrapers, our bridges, our highways—all dependent on this finite resource. What happens when there’s no more sand to build with? The thought unsettles me. I walk on the beach and feel the grains slipping between my toes, wondering if one day they’ll be gone, swept away by the greed of human consumption.
Knowing this, the beach doesn’t feel the same anymore. The soft, shifting sands that once signified freedom and tranquility now feel like an endangered species. I stand at the edge of the water, and it feels like I’m witnessing a slow vanishing act.
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Fact Four: Most Species That Have Ever Lived Are Extinct
Here’s a sobering one: 99% of all species that have ever existed on Earth are extinct. Think about that for a moment. Life is precarious, fragile, and fleeting. The dinosaurs, the woolly mammoths, the saber-toothed cats—they’re all gone. And it’s not just ancient creatures; in recent decades, we’ve witnessed the rapid extinction of species due to habitat destruction, poaching, and climate change. The sixth mass extinction is happening right now, and we’re the cause.
I find this fact gnawing at me when I read about endangered animals, each one a thread in the delicate web of life that we’re unraveling. The thought that we could be next—that humanity could one day join the long list of extinct species—is a reminder of how impermanent everything is. What will be left of us? A few bones in the ground, some artifacts in a museum? Or will we be so destructive that there will be nothing left to discover?
When I walk in nature, I feel a sense of mourning, as if the trees and birds around me are the last of their kind, and I’m a witness to their final days. This fact weighs heavy on my chest. Life feels so fragile now, a fleeting miracle teetering on the edge of oblivion.
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Fact Five: The Deep Web Is Vast, Dark, and Disturbing
Most of the internet we use—the websites we browse, the social media we engage with—is just a tiny fraction of the whole. Beneath the surface lies the deep web, a vast, hidden world that most of us never see. But here’s the disturbing part: within this hidden space lies the dark web, a place of illicit activities, unthinkable horrors, and criminal enterprises.
There’s a whole underground economy happening in the shadows. Human trafficking, drug sales, hitmen for hire—it’s all there, lurking just out of sight. Knowing this makes the internet feel less like a tool and more like a labyrinth of secrets. Every click feels like it’s leading me deeper into something I’d rather not see.
It’s easy to forget that this darker side exists when we’re scrolling through funny memes or watching cat videos, but it’s there, lurking. The web is like an iceberg, and we’re just floating on the surface, blissfully unaware of the monstrous things happening below.
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Fact Six: You Could Be Dead in Seconds, and You’d Never Know
This one haunts me the most. There are certain ways to die that happen so quickly, so unexpectedly, that you wouldn’t even realize it was happening. An aneurysm, a sudden heart attack, a stroke—it could all be over in seconds. One moment you’re here, the next, you’re gone. No warning, no time to process it.
I think about this far more often than I should. Every headache, every flutter in my chest feels like a reminder that my body is fragile, that life can be snuffed out without notice. We live in this illusion of control, thinking we have years ahead of us, when in reality, death could be waiting around any corner. It’s unsettling, to say the least.
But maybe there’s some comfort in this. If death is that quick, perhaps it’s painless, too. You’d be gone before you had a chance to fear it. Still, the knowledge of this possibility leaves me uneasy, as if my life is balanced on a knife’s edge, ready to tip at any moment.
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What Now?
So, here we are, you and I, burdened with these unsettling facts. Do they change anything? I’m not sure. I’ve tried to forget them, to push them to the back of my mind, but they always resurface, gnawing at me when I least expect it. Maybe you’ll have better luck. Or maybe these facts will nest in your mind, too, a constant hum of discomfort that you can’t quite shake.
But there’s one thing I’ve learned: knowledge is a double-edged sword. It illuminates and it darkens, it clarifies and it distorts. We can’t unknow what we’ve learned. We carry it with us, for better or for worse, part of the fabric of our being. The question is, what do we do with it? Do we let it paralyze us, or do we use it to change something, to shift the narrative, to find meaning in the unsettling?
I still don’t have the answer. But perhaps the unsettling facts are here for a reason, forcing us to confront the uncomfortable truths of our existence.
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